Ska- a tale of three feelings

Ska- a tale of 3 feelings


Ska is a very happy and lucky pup, he has the best Sir in the world and Sir has the best boyfriend in Martin, who is now Ska’s friend. This pup has three personalities, Ska (the pup), Subcunt72 (the sub boi) and Matt (the man behind both of them). Unfortunately they are not all equally good at pleasing Sir and each one in turn caused this pup with his last visit to Sir to feel not only absolute contentment and sheer ecstasy but unfortunately the downside of feelings caused by failing. This tale has a happy ending but to avoid the suspense it was subcunt72 who caused the suffering. But even worse than me feeling bad I disappointed Sir and hurt his feelings.

This visit was one which Sir went to considerable effort to manage and Ska made adjustments too. I was to come down very early on Sunday and travel back on Monday night. Long travelling for a short visit but well worth it just to see Sir some more.

After leaving home at 5.10 am I arrived at Martin’s house (where Sir was staying) at 9am. The journey is meant to take 5 hours but I did drive rather quickly. Sir said I was to be there at between 10.30am-11am, so I waited in the car till then and then rang the doorbell. It was great to see Martin and fab to see Sir, esp in dessert camo’s. After bit of a sit down (on the floor for me) and a coffee, Sir said we were going out for the day to Portland Castle.

It was quite a long drive so we stopped for a picnic on a beach on the way and spent a great half hour looking at a few sexy guys in wetsuits doing kite surfing. Woof Woof! Had a great time at the castle and driving back and gave Matt the first feeling I mentioned, absolute contentment.

Happy and relaxed we arrived back at Martin’s, where Sir was going to go back to his place for some Matt/Martin time. I am sharing some of my experiences with Martin and we play each time I am down. I never go into details here because it is private and not part of me being a pup, ask Martin if you want to!

Sir set a timer just before he left for the amount of time I had and I had to be back at his on time otherwise there was going to be no Ska time. Well I got lost but through some more fast driving got in through Sir’s front door and said Hi just as the buzzer went to say time was up. Well had passed my first test that night, but unfortunately was about to be one of the last things I got right.

Sir had changed into a black leather uniform and looked amazing, unbelievably sexy and powerful. It was time for subcunt72 to have some time with Sir, because there were a couple of punishments from Ska’s punishment register which had to be given. In this case 30 strokes with the cane in sets of ten, with five warm up strokes. No comforting to be given after as it was a punishment. The were taken by me and were hard but they were deserved and help me learn to avoid stupid mistakes.

It was at this point that sc72 started to fuck up amazingly, failing to get orders right, not be able to listen to instructions properly, respond quickly or even just be properly respectful. After a time of this Sir had had enough and confined me to the cage, not as Ska or a reward, but to clean his boots. Sir had had to have serious words with me and my guilt had set in. I kept apologising and Sir thought there was no real feeling behind it and was sick of the sound of me doing it so withdrew my right to talk.

I cleaned Sirs boots sitting on the ridged steel floor of the cage, which did hurt on my whipped arse but that was my choice, I didn’t deserve to be comfortable. I was miserable but was about to get a lot worse.

We had dinner and it was time for another punishment, one I normally enjoy. I have told Sir all I know about boots and how to kick and stomp and Sir did some great bootwork on me. But this was a punishment and I received several heavy kicks to my balls, something I find hard to take but I am trying to expand in and Sir is helping me with. Sir is the ultimate protective top, will look after his property (which I am) and make sure no lasting harm comes to it but expects certain standards. I had failed those and received what Sir knew for me would be a severe punishment. I can take hard floggings and kickings but my balls are sensitive. But I was still not giving the proper devotion as subcunt that I should do. At this point I was in mitts but not as Ska but just as subcunt72. Was restriction not pleasure.

Still subcunt got things wrong. Sir had to have a serious talk again with me about what effect my failings were having on me and what the consequences could be. I was crushed and wanted to say so much to Sir, about how loyal I was and how much I wanted to please and couldn’t explain why things had gone so wrong. How I was proud of being his pup and wearing his tag and tat. How being tired and guilty were compounding things. But I didn’t. I had no right to speak. Deservedly.

Sir had an early start and it was time for bed. No cage for me. Sir ordered me to go and sit at the foot of his bed. He attached my mitts to each side with my arms spread. I thought I was to spend the night like this. It would have been hard, but very arousing, but not unexpected. But it wasn’t going to be a punishment, it was a chance Sir was giving me to make things better. Only I didn’t, I made things worse, I failed further, I disappointed him more, which is hard to imagine how, but I did. Details aren’t necessary but I knew Sir was so disappointed in me and I had let him down so much. Sir is a good top, the best I have ever met. We may do some very physical and hard things together but never when he is cross. Instead I got something worse, his disgust at me and he undid the mitts from the bed put a chain on ankle and attached that instead. I was just going to be ignored. Physical punishments at least give you something to latch on to and work through, when you are ignored your own mind does the punishment to yourself

He threw a blanket and pillow down for me, but I didn’t dare move it as I didn’t deserve comfort so didn’t touch it. He went out and saw me on the floor and as he takes care of me when I fail to do it myself, through a dog blanket on top of me and went to bed.

I didn’t sleep that night, I was to ashamed and worried, not of Sir hurting me (which I know he never do) but of Sir discharging me as his pup. Of being sent home in the morning and never seeing him again. I thought of what I had done wrong and the guilt crept over me until it was all I could feel. I lay there quietly so as not to disturb Sir and compound my sins by disturbing Sir’s sleep. I didn’t know what I could do to make things better or if I could do anything at all. I was frozen onto the floor by the guilt created by my own behaviour. Sir had given me so many chances to put things right, and I had thrown them all away. This was my second feeling, the downside.

After what seemed like an age (it was several hours) Sir came to me and said I had another chance to make up for the way I had behaved. He invited me to come on to the bed and lie next to him. I did and I started to make amends. This time I didn’t fail but I don’t know if Sir would have given me another chance after all he had done already. But I succeeded this time. It would take to long to write about it here but all I will say is that it tasted good as Sir came in my mouth.

Sir had to go to work on Monday very early and then later on in the day. I will ignore the work parts and just concentrate on when I was with him, save that first time he went Ska had a kip in the cage and second time, subcunt did the ironing and washing up.

We did take Sir’s canine dog (Beaudi) for a walk in the woods and as it so happened, surprise surprise, Sir found some nettles and guess who felt their sting! Me-woof woof. It is a sensation every sub should try, and once you have you will always want more of it! Except this time I got an added bonus as I was down in the mud and got filthy. When we got back I got I wash in cold water on all fours in the bath with vigorously and thoroughly rubbing me all over with his hands ! Lot of sensations! Cold ones at that, but good ones but only after I had a piss in Ska’s piss tray (don’t use the loo to wee at Sir’s)

On that day Sir once again said he never held a grudge but he must never see me disappoint him that much again. Instead we had a fabulous time with Sir and Ska. Sir is very forgiving if you are prepared top show the effort he will give it back ten fold.

Where subcunt failed Ska excelled. He was a good pup, followed commands well, got the search and fetch game right to such an extent that he was even allowed to sniff and lick Sir, hump Sir’s leg and get on the sofa with his head in Sirs lap. But best of all Sir mounted Ska and Ska got his third feeling.

It is very rare to have an orgasm without coming and even rarer when it is from fucking. Sir is so good at what he does that he gave Ska one of the most intense orgasms Ska has ever had. It was so good, Ska couldn’t move. It was amazing even though it did make it hard for Ska when Sir was fucking him again moments later. Sir can cum and then start again, he is a big guy and very virile. Woof Woof to you Sir and love to sniff and lick you. You are real man and love the taste of you all over Sir.

As Ska had pleased Sir was time for subcunt to show if he had learnt his lesson and was ready for pleasure. I love being mummified esp by an expert like Sir. All wrapped in parcel wrap and tape with just my cock and balls out. Time for a reward, lots of sensations on my dick and balls which kept bringing me close to cuming. Wow. We had tried deep heat at an earlier session and was good. This time we tried max strength deep heat. Oh my god, guys use the stuff carefully. Is hard work and Sir looked after me very well, was painful to such an extent that Sir knows my ultimate punishment! After this Sir did let me wank and cum, but whilst still mostly mummified!

When he cut the wrapping off, there were pools of sweat! Time for another shower, this time warm.

It was time to go home for the drive back and once again Ska had evolved more and Matt become more skilled. Both of whom had learnt that they need to keep subcunt well under control.

The most important thing is that I learnt I can never do anything that will ever cause Sir to disown and must be a pup to make Sir proud! I am proud to be his pup and will make sure I am until I am old and grey (well greyer).

Woof Woof to you all but most of all Dogtrainer 1974, my Sir and owner. I will make you proud of me!

PS as Sir is so good to me, Ska also got three presents. A nice new sleek padlock for his neck chain, a great hankie for Ska’s neck or right pocket and even a bag of chocolate buttons (one of Ska’s fav treats) woof woof!